I know everything I want to say
Now I have to find some way
To tell you all these
things
I don't know what I'll do
When I try to say these things to you
I can't controll what happens to me
I can't
help but think of what'll happen
Will this be the same thing again?
Or will I finally break through?
You think that this wouldn't be so hard
You think this would get easier with time
You
think that I wouldn't feel this way
But this thing is so hard to find
Nothing will stop me from doing this
Except
for my own fear
Right now I feel so powerful
But that'll change when the time is near
I promise that I will make it short
But I've never really done this before
I will
look like a fool
I'll tell you something you've never heard
And I'll listen to every word
You say because it's true
Hopefully
I'll forget the past
And hopefully my shame won't last
And we can start something new
You think that this wouldn't be so hard
You think this would get easier with time
You
think that I wouldn't feel this way
But this thing is so hard to find
Nothing will stop me from doing this
Except
for my own fear
Right now I feel so powerful
But that'll change when the time is near
Why won't the words pour out?
Why can't I bare to say it?
Why can't I get your
attention?
Why won't you look at me that way?
Why can't I look at you the same?
Why can't we start over again?
Why
won't you change your mind?
Why can't I remember what to say?
You think that this wouldn't be so hard
You think this would get easier with time
You
think that I wouldn't feel this way
But this thing is so hard to find
Nothing will stop me from doing this
Except
for my own fear
Right now I feel so powerful
But that'll change when the time is near
