The pillow on my head
The shame in my bed
Just me and my old friend together again
The
two of us share another night
I know what my brain wants to do
And I have nothing to say to you
Right now I need
this part of me
To run and hide
I need to silence this part of me
'Cause he controls my fantasy
And this fantasy
that I have is not
True to mine
I cannot bare to see
The shame that is on top of me
I can't look you in the eye
'Cause
I know it'll happen tonight
It's not right to think this way
And I know I'll have to pay
If that moment finally
roles around
With you and me
The man in me has to be silenced
So we can have some peace for a while
And nothing
else is broken up for me
If we start this thing
I don't want to do it again
Because I don't know what could happen
If
you were roll around
And we were to meet
I cannot bare to see
The shame that is on top of me
I can't look you in the eye
'Cause
I know it'll happen tonight
The room is cold and dark again
The lonliness starts to set in
What a surprise
It
starts to move
I have to stop this inner man
From taking control over my hands
And for making you an object
In
my room
I can never ever speak of this
If we ever share a single kiss
Because I want you to know that
My thoughts
are true
I cannot bare to see
The shame that is on top of me
I can't look you in the eye
'Cause
I know it'll happen tonight
